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You'd never think of doing it, not here at least. The sensation mov</span><span class="fadeHere">es much faster then any</span><span class="fadeHere"> train, shakes you harder then any storm, and leaves you broken like </span><span class="delHere">porcelain</span><span class="fadeHere"> on the floor.</span><br> <span class="delHere">When they </span><span class="fadeHere">told</span><span class="delHere"> me about all the things I would miss, or all of the people</span><span class="fadeHere"> who would miss me, I knew I couldn't do it.</span><span class="delHere"> But it wasn't me who did. It was</span><span class="fadeHere"> someone who looked like me.</span><span class="delHere"> They had</span><span class="fadeHere"> my same voice, my same face,</span><span class="delHere"> but they</span><span class="fadeHere"> weren't me. That stranger said you didn't</span><span class="delHere"> love me.</span><span class="fadeHere"> They said you could never look</span><span class="delHere"> at me with kind</span><span class="fadeHere">ness in your</span><span class="delHere"> eyes. They told me how much you laughed</span><span class="fadeHere"> at me when I stumbled,</span><span class="delHere"> or how you</span><span class="fadeHere"> snickered when I could not hear you.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Then they showed me how to prove you wrong.<br> Then they took me to the sky,<br> And brought me low enough to hear the</span><span class="fadeHere"> screaming</span><span class="delHere"> underground.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index;|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[2] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "1Y009SD"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="fadeHere"> Don't be </span><span class="delHere">hateful. Nevermind what they stole, nevermind</span><span class="fadeHere"> what they said. Never you mind</span><span class="delHere"> your temper.</span><br> <span class="delHere"> If a rage should come, keep it confined inside. Let that hate seep and simmer in your brain until nothing remains but a boiling bosk of blood. Surround yourself with parodies of your loss, and speak nothing but praise with dumb wit.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere"> If the day should come when you become all that they have left you, when the void within radiates from head, heart, and soul, then like a compressed diamond, shine your sinister splendor.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere"> They thought you thoughtless.<br> Yet now a poacher of poor intentions,<br></span> <span class="delHere">nfurled into a stronger stroke from submission.</span><br> <br> [[SELECT * FROM index;|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[3] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "65hh"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="delHere">You can't go </span><span class="fadeHere">somewhere</span><span class="delHere"> if there is no somewhere to go.</span><span class="fadeHere"> So what?</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">It's al</span><span class="delHere">ways been this way.</span><span class="fadeHere"> A dip into a blue shade, then a blur of yellow pastels soar overhead and everything is</span><span class="delHere"> suddenly green.</span><span class="fadeHere"> They say</span><span class="delHere"> it's all wrong, but you know it's all right.</span><span class="fadeHere"> It is as it always was.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Words come as odors more then</span><span class="fadeHere"> vibrations.</span><span class="delHere"> Pain as fear as sin as</span><span class="fadeHere"> negations.</span><span class="delHere"> Traitors</span><span class="fadeHere"> with</span><span class="delHere"> eyes</span><span class="fadeHere"> with tense </span><span class="delHere">lips looming</span><span class="fadeHere"> against all the </span class="delHere">delays in lapses. Frequencies of the hearts that only you</span><span class="fadeHere"> can see now.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Vomit and roses mixed with traces of lemon peels.</span><span class="fadeHere"> Burning wood on a brisk night in summer when the smell of fresh cut grass still lingers low to the ground.</span><span class="delHere"> Wisps of spoiled cream trailing under the rot of bird.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">Gone?</span><span class="delHere"> I am here.</span> <br> <span class="fadeHere">Leave?</span><span class="delHere"> I was never there in the first place. </span><br> <span class="fadeHere">Me?</span><span class="delHere"> I was never me to begin with.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div> <script> $('body').removeClass().addClass('end'); document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.player.displayFinalUserEntry(); $("#book").fadeIn(100).delay(600).fadeOut(60).delay(30).fadeIn(80).delay(60).fadeOut(200).delay(340).fadeIn(100).delay(200).fadeOut(60).delay(30).fadeIn(80).delay(60).fadeOut(100).delay(80).fadeIn(100).delay(100).fadeOut(60).delay(30).fadeIn(80).delay(60).fadeOut(100).delay(80).fadeIn(10).fadeOut(0).delay(600).fadeIn(40).delay(10).fadeOut(0); </script> <div id="book"> <div class="menu"> <div id="finalText"> </div> </div> </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[4] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "7TkkaI13o"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="delHere">I used to </span><span class="fadeHere">move</span><span class="delHere"> so fast. Every horizon was a promise</span> <span class="fadeHere">sworn to my shoes and</span><span class="delHere"> each sunset would bring swe</span><span class="fadeHere">et fullfilment. </span><span class="delHere">Even the teachers couldn't catch me when I decided recess hadn't ended yet.</span><span class="fadeHere"> The other kids would fight over me during gym class, </span><span class="delHere">and there wasn't a single problem I couldn't outrun.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">Then my beautiful limbs began to twist.</span><span class="delHere"> My feet became tangled together like uncut weeds for</span><span class="fadeHere"> unpure minds. </span><span class="delHere">My chest turned to lead to shield a sinking heart amidst mental lashings.</span><span class="fadeHere"> The wind that used to blow at my back</span><span class="delHere"> suddenly flowed right out of grasp. I drew myself inward and kept my head down, eyes fixated on my </span><span class="fadeHere">lost</span><span class="delHere"> source of pride.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Now I bathe in blo</span><span class="fadeHere">o</span><span class="delHere">d clots and bed sores,<br> secr</span><span class="fadeHere">e</span><span class="delHere">tly wishing for bli</span><span class="fadeHere">sters</span><br> <span class="delHere">where only shades of polish blemish.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index;|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[5] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "9OUATh888"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="delHere">She coul</span><span class="fadeHere">d have been anyone.</span><br> <span class="delHere">It's pointless trying to</span><span class="fadeHere"> find her.</span><span class="delHere"> If she could never do it,</span><span class="fadeHere"> then how could we?</span><br> <span class="delHere">When she first learned to drive, she would come here. Sometimes with fr</span><span class="fadeHere">iends on the way</span><span class="delHere"> to someone's</span><span class="fadeHere"> house.</span><span class="delHere"> She would tell herself she wouldn't look.</span><span class="fadeHere"> I know she always did.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Other</span><span class="fadeHere"> times she would come alone.</span><span class="delHere"> In the daylight she could almost forgive this place</span><span class="fadeHere"> for what it had taken from her</span><span class="delhere"> in the span of a few seconds. In the night</span><span class="fadeHere"> she could never get out of her car.</span> <br> <span class="delHere">If she still</span><span class="fadeHere"> remembers</span><span class="delHere"> this place, I hope she knows others</span><span class="fadeHere"> have now seen it as she has.</span> <br> <span class="delHere">We may never speak of it to one another.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">Its lingering pain slips under our tongues,</span><br> <span class="delHere">and we can only nod alone in silence.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[6] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "GI113V6o9"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="fadeHere">I can always suffer more.</span><span class="delHere"> No, of course I don't </span><span class="fadeHere">really mean that.</span><span class="delHere"> No one says things like that. We wouldn't want that.</span><span class="fadeHere"> Or that.</span><span class="delHere"> Or you.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">But I won't say that to you, and</span><span class="delHere"> I'll reluctantly hold on to that, as we agree</span><span class="fadeHere"> not to talk like this.</span><span class="delHere">We must avoid even one single night where no veils are left hanging over</span><span class="fadeHere"> what we are, or what we pretend to be.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Or is that something I'm </span><span class="fadeHere">not</span><span class="delHere"> saying? There is a falseness mixed in my words either way, so why bother speaking at all?</span><span class="fadeHere"> But this isn't speech. I am not a vibration in your skull.</span><span class="delHere"> I am the image planted between the symbols.</span><br> <span class="delHere">No more rules for the</span><span class="fadeHere"> unfathomed.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Excess and </span><span class="fadeHere">disclosure</span><span class="delHere"> spared censor,</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">And you can't fathom what you've imagined.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[8] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "ZCq917TG"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="delHere">Take what you want from me. If you can find anything</span><span class="fadeHere"> insi</span><span class="delHere">de of me, it has to b</span><span class="fadeHere">e y</span><span class="delHere">ours. What they say about me, what </span><span class="fadeHere">hushed</span><span class="delHere"> whispers you hear in these halls, I can dismiss with a word, but I'l</span><span class="fadeHere">l lea</span><span class="delHere">ve th</span><span classs="fadeHere">at j</span><span class="delHere">ob to so</span><span class="fadeHere">meone els</span><span class="delHere">e. Let them take their petty little hopes and desires as their eyes trace me from one end</span><span class="fadeHere"> to another.</span><br> <span class="delHere">I was not always this </span><span class="fadeHere">empty</span><span class="delHere">, but there is no room in a h</span><span class="fadeHere">ero</span><span class="delHere">'s h</span><span class="fadeHere">eart</span><span class="delHere"> for anything other then what their disciples place inside it. I am theirs now, the same way they tore the blanket of </span><span class="fadeHere">darkness</span><span class="fadeHere"> from the twilight at dawn.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Uncountable stars </span><span class="fadeHere">resigned</span><span class="delHere"> above,<br> On some tattered cloth that meant something,</span><span class="fadeHere"> sometime ago.</span><span class="delHere"><br> I guess they just wa</span><span class="fadeHere">nted to d</span><span class="delHere">ie.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[9] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "Diia320s"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="delHere">Your desperation is </span><span class="fadeHere">showing.</span><span class="delHere"> I feel it like </span><span class="fadeHere">oil being poured over my hands then</span><span class="delHere"> lit aflame. It's a</span><span class="fadeHere"> tender patch of moss on a rock you've kept dry since childhood.</span><span class="delHere"> You are still you, but suddenly also more.</span><span class="fadeHere"> Or less.</span><br> <span class="delHere">What weights should I tether</span><span class="fadeHere"> now to the scales</span><span class="delHere">? Who shall we appoint to declare the</span><span class="fadeHere"> revelation</span><span class="delHere"> that is your guilt and</span><span class="fadeHere"> shame?</span><span class="delHere"> You need only open your mouth to sing</span><span class="fadeHere"> in order to free the greedy worms from your bowels. </span><span class="fadeHere">Will you speak for your own defense,</span><span class="delHere"> or shall our friendship stand as testiment to your shortcomings?</span><br> <span class="delHere">I'll have no need</span><span class="fadeHere"> for a trial,</span><br> <span class="delHere">Nor a verdict </span><span class="fadeHere">from a hung jury.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Lowered eyes cast longer shadows anyway.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div> <script> document.wither.replaceFade(); document.wither.replaceDel(); document.wither.player.indexDisplay[7] = false; </script> <div class="menu"> ENTRY: "LY001gqq"<br> ----------------------------<br> <span class="fadeHere">We met here once.</span><br> <span class="delHere">It's okay if you don't remember</span>,<span class="fadeHere"> everyone tells me I don't stand out much.</span><span class="delHere"> I really wanted to come up to you and say hello, but I couldn't figure out what to say after that.</span><br> <span class="delHere">Isn't that funny?</span><span class="fadeHere"> I thought I had to come up with an entire conversation to have with you, and it never occured to me that</span><span class="delHere"> you would have your own words and thoughts to tell me. All I thought of was what I would say, what opinion of me you would have, and what I would do if I had to stop talking. </span><br> <span class="fadeHere">I'm really sorry I was so selfish.</span><br> <span class="delHere">I wonder what you would have said to me.</span><span class="fadeHere"> Was there something troubling you, or was it just the weather?</span><span class="delHere"> Did we have the same taste in music, or did you hate disco?</span><span class="fadeHere"> I wonder if I would have hated disco too if that's what you had said.</span> <br> <span class="delHere">Is that pathetic or what? </span><span class="fadeHere">I would have agreed with anything you said just to keep talking, only, I wasn't willing to even talk to you.</span><span class="delHere"> What does that say about how much I value myself</span><span class="fadeHere"> and how much I think of you?</span> <br> <span class="delHere">But all of that is in the past.</span><br> <span class="fadeHere">We never talked, or even locked eyes.</span><br> <span class="delHere">We've never even met.</span><br><br> [[SELECT * FROM index|Index]] </div>